Thursday, July 07, 2005
everything sucks recently. i duno y... nuthin jus seems 2 go rite 4 me. well, mayb there are sum things which went well but i dun realise dem. wat i noe is dat dose i hope wil go well wun go well n dat's wat made me freaked out n tink dat everyting sux. i'm not happy. *boo...* everydae there wil b tings which make me freaked out n dey wil alwaes b at the same place. mayb i care bout dat place 2 much dat's y i'm easily pissed out cos of dat. i duno... i jus can't stop treatin dat place s the place i care most. i'm happy there. i'm oso sad there. it witnessed my happiness n sadness. mayb dat's the reason. the reason y i can't stop treatin dat place i care most. not exactly the place. i'm not sure. but i do haf a sense of belongin there. it's lyk my 2nd home. if possible, i spent bout up to 4 hrs there everydae. izzit short? well, i tink so. but i dun tink i should stay there any longer den dat 2 s although it's my 2nd home, it's not my 1st home. =X haix. how i wish everydae there would b 48hrs instead of 24hrs, 120min instead of 60min, 120sec instead of 60 sec. in dat way, wun every1 get 2 spent longer time a dae? wil dat benifit every1? i hope so. cos i tink dat wil benifit me. n everydae i wil geta spend more time at both my houses. more time on my work? n mayb more time on playin n sleepin. sumtines i reali tink dat the dae is 2 short. but sumtimes, i find it a dread. haix... i'm funny ain't i? ... haix. wateva la... tml selection le. y mus b tml??? i dun wana selection. it breaks every1 up. frm friends, we became competitors. wth. i dun wana break up frm the rest. nono... haix. wateva. i tink it's impossible 4 me 2 go 2 my 2nd home tml le. haix. so many activities upcumin. can't take it any longer. hahs. but do i look s though i haf a choice? lolx. jus hope everyting wil get over soon. real soon. i want 2 suffer no more. i wana c the rainbow after the storm. i tink it's gona b beautiful. hahs. i wil b lookin forward 2 it. haix. my tuition cher tinks dat i'm being stressed out. lolx. 2dae jus did a compo on "how to handle stress from school". read sumting lyk "stress is unavoidable...". wat shit. hahas. it's so damn true. lolx. haix. wateva la... "alwaes look on the bright side of life...". =) kkz. tink dis is the longest entry of all bahz. hahas... tata.
*bad-mooded. happied. laughed. enjoyed. confidented. at the 2nd home.
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